Im juz there

Its been more than a week me
update

wats up wit me
lately

2day im
juz........

Tired

not in the mood

to begin wit im sad actually

so where am i?

juz there..

im not in a mood of
arguing.....

defensive.............etc

juz b sad over and done wit
it...

am i dragging...guess
so

wel i didnt wake up form wrong
side...

juz ppl aint making my
day..

my family luvs me but they dun c my
interest

marriage which is
far..im not there

cant pursue
studies

same days

being scolded for being thin

compare past
present

thinking wat happen in
past

ppl that r gone forgotten

but reminded

im sad ........very actually

At the end of the day.......what i feel
is...

juz leave everything to my
determination.....go all the way for wat i want in
life..

im fed up wit this rountine
life...........

i wana go all the way for watever i
want

no such thing as things will happen when
its has to happen

BULLSHIT!

2day i went to work.......

the onli 8hrs im out of my personal
life

....actuali my peacefull
time

Nothing matters to me except my
work....completing task...

After work everything comes back to
mind...

Took my time came home....shower eat
etc...

First task after that on my
laptop...

Search for jobs......FOUND!

send off my resume received
email.......will reply soon

basically i wana work n study overseas my ULTIMATE DREAM now..

im not sure how far can i
go...

but im willing to
try...

Coz studying and working r the two things
im good at...

im alwaz being stop to do wat i
want

tis time i will
try

can say im saying tis out of my
fustration

i luv my family n friends,
ppl

juz wana b myself

juz quiet

im juz sitting in my room and laptop
on

2day is not my
day

now im gona watch movie Game
Plan

on my laptop....sleep after tat

my tv is occupied with family watching
show..

dun wana join them juz b myself..

gdnite.