My english exam.....wooooooo!

Some updates

recently my workplc indian ppl had a dinner

muz say a costly one

however, it was hospital treat..for our audit effort...

one of my colleagues chose a plc in tekka

yaaa tekka...

a resturant called

Lagnna (Bare foot dinning)

truely ya every1 sat on the floor to eat...

kinda tiring after work

but

interesting!

my group of colleagues

Food

colourful food

During the dinner, v had lots of fun....talking was enough....v laugh our hearts out...

lots of picts taken by my colleagues.....

as usual me aint into photo but wasnt spared..

after so much of food.....

here comes my english international exam...

wat am i to say?

well i did my best...

wasnt an easy exam...

i guess tougher than the 'o' levels i took in the past

i borrowed a book from my friend to practice...

when i went for the real exam ...

wow!

i could see the diff

it was a task in front of me three hrs...

i realise the way the exam was like...

aint sure abt the outcome...

i shall wait next week..

if it is not in favour..

i will have to try again...

in a better way like attending classes n studying more hard...

aint sure how best is my best???

im upset...quite..

hmmm :-(

A mth later...

Tats me again........didnt say anything for a mth..

alot of things..

Mayb after i change my add....no drive to write.

well i had a gd mth with my close ppl...going out, wedding, doing things im suppose to like set a date for my eng exam..

i miss shamrock alot..he very funny n loving..

i duno wat to say abt some things or ppl

sometimes ppl come n go for reasons.......

ive got not much to say, little upset of how ppl u thought were close behave such..

i talk less n not much of info to give...

i believe every 1 we were once close need not b after awhile......its how much u think the person is impt to ur life...or when in need...

life goes on.....im ok..juz a little down...

wat i wanna say is ...time will tell.

My Deepavali

Nowadaz....my updates r quite slow

well one reason

very busy...

work.

life isnt tat relax past weeks..

I had like nine daz work then one off day n another 8 daz n off day...

now im on annual leave...

deepavali

but first.

my mum's bday 25th october 2daz before deepavali.

After a day's housework, she cut a small cake...she is 56yrs old

next deepavali.....here some picts.


my younger bro the vain guy....










sister n bro....







tis punjabi suit is shamrock chose last yr deepavali...im wearing it tis deepavali..miss him so much..im wearing it wen he is away..bad gal







he pose some more....i took like 30picts juz him....luvs to pose...wat to do pampered by me hehehe.....




my family guest...sanika sitting so comfortably in my room sofa..i gotto snap a pict...

i didnt snap alot of picts....quite alot of guests tis yr...i spent time in kitchen n helping

parents..wore simple with simple makeup unlike my previous yrs took time to look gd..my

colleagues also appeared...but gd thing was v finished early..before 10pm..time to rest...

it was a nice deepavali..

quiet n nice...

of coz without shamrock quite sad..

anyway

my visiting iznt over there will b more updates..

till then gdnite.

Im BACK!

after a long time of dead blog....

i resusitated it successfully...hehehe

wel i was busy n didnt reali take picts of plcs im supposed to..

very bad.....

now back with little updates..

so far im the same never change..

my shamrock is in sydney...

miss him lots...

never the same without him..

long distance relationship past mth..

kinda different...

but im juz sinking with work daily...

finali had time to update....

ONAM

my usual celebration at grandma's plc

grandma did prayers for my grandfather, uncle n my great grandma..

hey no joke my great grandma alive still wen i was born..

she died wen i was 4yrs old...believe it!

well ans those daz they marry very young age so she was alive

tats me casual looking.....wel every 1 wears simple unlike deepavali..

it was a gd day at grandma plc...my little cousins noisy to max...

saw my other cousin with her little gal...so cute..

didnt manage take a pict

wel the whole day was eating n eating..

but all vege...

ya aint my cup of tea...but grandma cooking was awesome!

i ate full...almost sleepy..

evening more ppl came...

serving them...

and..

Sanika's bday celebration





she is born on september 11.......





remember???....7yrs back the terrorist attacks???





same date i guess same time coz she was a wee hour baby...





i was her nanny when she was a mth old........dearest to my heart so is she..











i bought a little cake for my darling gal........n cut

she was soooo happy....

hahaha....me too...

luv her lots...

The day was over with lots of luv.......

my grandma as usual gave me a cup of chaya with luv...

after some time tis yr onam i took a off to b with my mum's side celebration..

its a simple day colourful with family..

of coz malayalam speaking day...haha

aint gd at it..

well its been long eversince i saw u personally or heard from u..

didnt talk much wen v met tat time..u seem occupied..

nowadaz its like nothing to talk no importance to meet up or keep in contact frequently like v were before

im not sure y it like tis now..

but i do see ur updates wat u hve been up to wenever i can,..

ur meeting up with ppl n family..

onli means of communication..

v stay onli a short distance away from eachother but u seem to b far..

every1 is busy but time is there..

time to come..

aint sure whether v would go back to the time v were distant

like those yrs..

i do miss u..

gdnite..

Planning wats next?...

Cut my hair short?.......contemplating alot..

aint sure should i?.......

next shopping ......got alot more to buy...didnt spend any for myself past mth..

Gd friends wedding coming up.....made piorities to attend....

next mth is kinda busy mth......

calculating every cash i spend.....

not even taking cab nowadaz........

saving up for future, studies etc.....

finding for jobs.....my career is at peak in my current job but deciding to leave....

a big step to do.....before tat a stable job in hands with enough cash is my piority.

2day is my second day off.......gotto go out awhile..

bye

Past week.

The week past swiftly with things happening...been a very busy week onli 2day i had the rest

A week of international audits i was picked as one of the

chosen one...i was given 5 daz morning had b work early n stay in till 5pm

outing wit shamrock

catching up time with him leaving to austrailia

after work i was out...

somehow i manage dealing it

Yesterday was the last day of audit n he leaving singapore...

audit went well...celebration end of the day...

i left not celebrating to the airport for him

to send him off with his family n friends

sad...suprising i didnt cry when i saw him leaving us........

juz hold on to it...

he did to..

miss him alwaz.

2day

I woke up late....but had appointment with colleagues......a visit to my manager house..

calls were nonstop....

went for a visit n to eat...

guess where?

i dun eat fish much.........but i ended up in Fish n Co...

had a platter of seafood....n ice-cream...

lots of jokes n laughter......had a gd day out.

im hm now......juz sleepy...

late alreadi 11plus.......read my new book n sleep

ya a new habit im starting read n sleep early.....

Gdnite.

wel

You have said all u wanted a note left in each of ur blog

im also hurt...there's alwaz two ppl hurt...its not onli u or abt u

wel u said i got lots of assumptions..

question1: when u ask a person when u r free?

ans: im busy got plans

question 2: ask again when r u free?

ans: got plans

question 3: will u bother to ask again?

ans : no

wel there were daz i did ask u when u r free...u seem to b busy.

occupied..i saw in ur blog. u met ur colleagues..friends..updated.

wel im onli a few blocks away from u but u dun hve time.

after a while i hang out wit some of friends n shamrock..work n out..

u said quite an amount of words on msn..like im prob friend to u

u said u cant wait for one call of mine coz u got things to do busy.

i never ask u wait for my call..

after some time i came out to northpoint juz to have a sec pass u, ur bday gift

u juz had no time..i never ask to sit n talk wit me.

..be it i went back home.

u may say im childish, ego, pride, spoiled brat etc...b it..u never had time for me past few mths...its like the sec sch daz that u went ur own way. upset..

im also busy..my work is 12 hr shift nowadaz for the audit in my hospital..im one of the chosen person..my managers r burdening me...i got no time for shamrock either..he is leaving asap next wk...

u r never forgotten by me..one of my impt person in life...but i dunno wats up wit u..

up to u wat u want.....

note: ur clubbing picts aint charming..

A BBQ with my station ppl...

The day v all tried to gather for a small BBQ

before our international hospital audit coming

soon next two weeks time....lots of stress

a good time to ventilate.....

My colleague chenna n her hubby organise a small BBQ under their block...a small hut..

Lots of food contributed by colleagues.........most of them turned up after work.......including my managers.....

Had gd time...laughing eating etc..........

smiling faces......

This is half the group of ppl

and

had a new face in the group

shamrock turned up for the event

i was happy

he is leaving in a wks time

making effort to catch up time wit me

after a tiring day of work

intro him to my whole group of ppl

The day ended with a bottle of wine.

the last ppl to leave had wine..

laughter n maybe high

all of us left after tat........

now waiting for the audit its a killer aint sure how to go
through it...

shamrock is leaving tat busy week

aint sure will i c him off

im on duty till late...

sad

coz will not c him till next yr......

gonna miss him alot.....

Thinking and thinking when i juz start thinking..

Thinking and thinking...........u may ask

what?

wel i juz want to ....

angry no

sad mayb

fustrated mayb

tired mayb

what's in the mind?

who needs freedom.......am i going overboard?

y muz i tell off my mind when every1 has the rite to b free to do anything..........

i luv my freedom now.....not so much but i still hve my little space where no1 can enter....

Juz me onli...

y a relationship need so much of right on one and another....juz a relationship onli...i realise that..

no1 has the right to stop anything tat one wants.......

next thing 2 ask y am i hinting it?

i juz feel......i luv to think........im upset with the way sumthings r...

i dunno y i should change it wen no one makes the effort...

y i must care very simple...leave it alone....

i become the bad one when i show my temper or reason out things......

im capable of being myself.....instead of going through these hussles......

upset isnt wat any1 wants...........

i realise sumthing now....

aint too upset........juz a little....

at the end of the day, ib fine.......

a little thinking will help.......im gona rest now.

coming thursday my nurse's station gals n women having a

gathering BBQ...at friends plc.......

families etc......looking 4ward to spend the evening with
every1...

gdnite

Bridesmaid 1 dress aint 27 dresses

Me looking tired early wake up look....




Hello ppl, here come the girl in white dress....
wat 2 do...

aint my option...u noe wat my first time touring in a white dress....

hmm...surprise...when im put for the challenge i go 4 it...for my friend's sake..

yes my friend pauline's wedding...

both of us passed out as staff nurse to same ward after our poly..

a little favour she asked me

well she told me strictly no picts of her wedding in my blog...i respect her wish....but little update on her wedding.....

it was gd...i woke up as early as 4 plus in the morning.....dressed all white...total white woman...

it was a criteria by her......

head to her plc in a cab.....she looked beautiful in white long dress...true a girl reali looks a woman when it time of marriage...

Her mum was welcomes us alwaz....prepared breadfast and drinks..

i didnt eat much...

All bridesmaid stationed by 6.30 am......

my chinese friends were very gd....they translated all the events and chinese traditions to me coz i was the onli indian gal looked blur......

i had gd experience with the whole event.......everyone so friendly...i never felt left alone.....smiles....

so much of food in her in-law plc and buffets at her parents house n her house.......












me & meimei click during our waiting time in the car....

all her bridesmaid were very gd n of coz pretty....haha..

we ended at noon in her own hs.......

my first chinese wedding experience........

A run and a wonderful time......

2day is sunday my leave is ending asap next tue......alreadi!!!

Had an interesting week.........out every single day.......

laughs some tears........shelling from family came hm 1am.......

but never bored.....tired every day

vivocity never left alone.......

watch indiana jones ......eat...shop...

went mana mana in east coast park for a drink.........me sitting so lazy.....looks like my hands longer...haha

These two drinks r creation of a person....v r the first testers....both got vast difference....looks can b deceiving.....

The pink was choosen for me........"cant wait it to finish it"

And the day for the run.......mean gunasegari running?

dun believe huh?......ya...not me juz for the sake of hospital name.........

love these shoes.........lay my eyes on it wen i saw it........pink, green and white....nice combination..

This is my 5.8km runner......julie....never bored in particitaing such events...im proud of her..

The first batch of 10km runners........

mY collleagues posing for exciting walk not run.......luv them

while my exciting journey back i saw a monkey!.....but my friends were too scared...i was excited to take a picture near close up.......my friends pulled me.......i dunno can c or not.......

after that v went changi point for gd food.........shared our food n exciting stories.........

short visit to my manager's hs nearby ..........came back hm...

2morrow is my friend pauline's big day.........i gotto help her..i got assignment to follow...juz read her schedule...6am it starts.......

now i gotto head to get my heels n makeup items...... will update soon.

Till then i leave tis pict of my cousin navin.........

cute izint he....my mum's sayang...i asked him to smile for the pict ...he did it well...

hmm..wat hve i been doing?

Hmm wat hve i been doing?.....

im back...looking forward like the baby in the pict.....

Haha tis white dress baby reminds me of my white dress......

anyway come to the point wats happening past few daz?

wel my tonsillitis got better...resolved..

wel after a wk...met shamrock..

i had 2daz off...

Went out two daz.........it was a gd time spent..

met a friend who i ve been talking past few mths....shamrock friend..

its a was planned there n then v went to meet..

she was awesome!...a nice friend..

we went for a drink at a plc i never been before....

actuali gd every wk i get to noe new plcs.....cool atmosphere..

everything went wel...but first time out i vomitted........bad feeling...

actuali i guess some posioning.......but it was ok..had caring ppl around me...taking care of me..

nice chatting session ended almost 12midnight.......

ya same thing dad mad..........calling my hp.....

some how i manage get hm

first time

first time

again first time.........

shamrock sent me off hm!....

aint tat shocking!...ya me too...

something unusual ..........

the next day was abt SEX AND THE CITY.

three of us met up quick in the afternoon for the movie..

shamrock first person to reach

wel women r alwaz late mah.......

story of 4 women for the afternoon

CARRIE

CHARLOTTE

SAMANTHA

MIRANDA
The man in their lives..........

The decision to marry...wedding......

The moments of saddness surronding them.........realising things.........being there for eachother....

should watch the movie...actually ive not seen the tv series.... my first time watching the story...

true its nice..........

spent my two daz well..

went back to work........

BUT!

ME ON LEAVE NEXT WEEK.....YIPPEEE!!!