its been a long time!!!!!!

I went missing for so long....

wat am i to say so many events happen...

sadness came first, pulled through it somehow

it was a bomb on my life never expected

i was lost

then revived from it

then a series of events came

Then......Im married finally to my love of my life

its been 7 mths plus........eversince wedding...

now

waiting for

its kinda fast but age is catching

up.

now in mum's plc.

that's all for now...

will update soon...

My english exam.....wooooooo!

Some updates

recently my workplc indian ppl had a dinner

muz say a costly one

however, it was hospital treat..for our audit effort...

one of my colleagues chose a plc in tekka

yaaa tekka...

a resturant called

Lagnna (Bare foot dinning)

truely ya every1 sat on the floor to eat...

kinda tiring after work

but

interesting!

my group of colleagues

Food

colourful food

During the dinner, v had lots of fun....talking was enough....v laugh our hearts out...

lots of picts taken by my colleagues.....

as usual me aint into photo but wasnt spared..

after so much of food.....

here comes my english international exam...

wat am i to say?

well i did my best...

wasnt an easy exam...

i guess tougher than the 'o' levels i took in the past

i borrowed a book from my friend to practice...

when i went for the real exam ...

wow!

i could see the diff

it was a task in front of me three hrs...

i realise the way the exam was like...

aint sure abt the outcome...

i shall wait next week..

if it is not in favour..

i will have to try again...

in a better way like attending classes n studying more hard...

aint sure how best is my best???

im upset...quite..

hmmm :-(

A mth later...

Tats me again........didnt say anything for a mth..

alot of things..

Mayb after i change my add....no drive to write.

well i had a gd mth with my close ppl...going out, wedding, doing things im suppose to like set a date for my eng exam..

i miss shamrock alot..he very funny n loving..

i duno wat to say abt some things or ppl

sometimes ppl come n go for reasons.......

ive got not much to say, little upset of how ppl u thought were close behave such..

i talk less n not much of info to give...

i believe every 1 we were once close need not b after awhile......its how much u think the person is impt to ur life...or when in need...

life goes on.....im ok..juz a little down...

wat i wanna say is ...time will tell.

My Deepavali

Nowadaz....my updates r quite slow

well one reason

very busy...

work.

life isnt tat relax past weeks..

I had like nine daz work then one off day n another 8 daz n off day...

now im on annual leave...

deepavali

but first.

my mum's bday 25th october 2daz before deepavali.

After a day's housework, she cut a small cake...she is 56yrs old

next deepavali.....here some picts.


my younger bro the vain guy....










sister n bro....







tis punjabi suit is shamrock chose last yr deepavali...im wearing it tis deepavali..miss him so much..im wearing it wen he is away..bad gal







he pose some more....i took like 30picts juz him....luvs to pose...wat to do pampered by me hehehe.....




my family guest...sanika sitting so comfortably in my room sofa..i gotto snap a pict...

i didnt snap alot of picts....quite alot of guests tis yr...i spent time in kitchen n helping

parents..wore simple with simple makeup unlike my previous yrs took time to look gd..my

colleagues also appeared...but gd thing was v finished early..before 10pm..time to rest...

it was a nice deepavali..

quiet n nice...

of coz without shamrock quite sad..

anyway

my visiting iznt over there will b more updates..

till then gdnite.

Im BACK!

after a long time of dead blog....

i resusitated it successfully...hehehe

wel i was busy n didnt reali take picts of plcs im supposed to..

very bad.....

now back with little updates..

so far im the same never change..

my shamrock is in sydney...

miss him lots...

never the same without him..

long distance relationship past mth..

kinda different...

but im juz sinking with work daily...

finali had time to update....

ONAM

my usual celebration at grandma's plc

grandma did prayers for my grandfather, uncle n my great grandma..

hey no joke my great grandma alive still wen i was born..

she died wen i was 4yrs old...believe it!

well ans those daz they marry very young age so she was alive

tats me casual looking.....wel every 1 wears simple unlike deepavali..

it was a gd day at grandma plc...my little cousins noisy to max...

saw my other cousin with her little gal...so cute..

didnt manage take a pict

wel the whole day was eating n eating..

but all vege...

ya aint my cup of tea...but grandma cooking was awesome!

i ate full...almost sleepy..

evening more ppl came...

serving them...

and..

Sanika's bday celebration





she is born on september 11.......





remember???....7yrs back the terrorist attacks???





same date i guess same time coz she was a wee hour baby...





i was her nanny when she was a mth old........dearest to my heart so is she..











i bought a little cake for my darling gal........n cut

she was soooo happy....

hahaha....me too...

luv her lots...

The day was over with lots of luv.......

my grandma as usual gave me a cup of chaya with luv...

after some time tis yr onam i took a off to b with my mum's side celebration..

its a simple day colourful with family..

of coz malayalam speaking day...haha

aint gd at it..

well its been long eversince i saw u personally or heard from u..

didnt talk much wen v met tat time..u seem occupied..

nowadaz its like nothing to talk no importance to meet up or keep in contact frequently like v were before

im not sure y it like tis now..

but i do see ur updates wat u hve been up to wenever i can,..

ur meeting up with ppl n family..

onli means of communication..

v stay onli a short distance away from eachother but u seem to b far..

every1 is busy but time is there..

time to come..

aint sure whether v would go back to the time v were distant

like those yrs..

i do miss u..

gdnite..

Planning wats next?...

Cut my hair short?.......contemplating alot..

aint sure should i?.......

next shopping ......got alot more to buy...didnt spend any for myself past mth..

Gd friends wedding coming up.....made piorities to attend....

next mth is kinda busy mth......

calculating every cash i spend.....

not even taking cab nowadaz........

saving up for future, studies etc.....

finding for jobs.....my career is at peak in my current job but deciding to leave....

a big step to do.....before tat a stable job in hands with enough cash is my piority.

2day is my second day off.......gotto go out awhile..

bye

Past week.

The week past swiftly with things happening...been a very busy week onli 2day i had the rest

A week of international audits i was picked as one of the

chosen one...i was given 5 daz morning had b work early n stay in till 5pm

outing wit shamrock

catching up time with him leaving to austrailia

after work i was out...

somehow i manage dealing it

Yesterday was the last day of audit n he leaving singapore...

audit went well...celebration end of the day...

i left not celebrating to the airport for him

to send him off with his family n friends

sad...suprising i didnt cry when i saw him leaving us........

juz hold on to it...

he did to..

miss him alwaz.

2day

I woke up late....but had appointment with colleagues......a visit to my manager house..

calls were nonstop....

went for a visit n to eat...

guess where?

i dun eat fish much.........but i ended up in Fish n Co...

had a platter of seafood....n ice-cream...

lots of jokes n laughter......had a gd day out.

im hm now......juz sleepy...

late alreadi 11plus.......read my new book n sleep

ya a new habit im starting read n sleep early.....

Gdnite.